Snickers bars, continued.

(Stinkin cell phone browser will only let me type so much before i have to start a new post) It's 'funny' because the only time in the last 10 years that i ever felt a need to question his faithfulness was with a clerk at the convenience store near our house 6 or 7 years ago. Her name was leah and something inside me threw up a red flag about her. There was never anything specific that made me believe there was anything more than friendship between them but i just had this feeling that things weren't right. He denied it all of course, so i let it go and didn't push it, but i know now that i carried that hurt in my heart anyway. Now recently, (last week?) with our relationship in tatters and no reason left to hide anything between us, he has admitted that there were feelings there after all and that he did consider cheating with her. Nice dream i had last night. Shut up heart.