Sunday, January 28, 2007


Walking around in denial like i have been is just plain stupid. I love
dan. I miss him. I'm so desperate to fill this big gaping hole he left
in my life, and that's absolutely ridiculous because no one ever can
or will. There may be a new place for someone some day, but no one can
ever fill his place because no one can be him, can be what he is to me
after spending every day of the last ten years with him. Nothing like
going to bed feeling ok about things and waking up crying. I miss him
so much. He's supposed to be here for the rest of my life. This crap
isn't supposed to happen.

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