God I hate being so moody and miserable. There are days when my life is great, but there are other days, like today, when I question everything. Am I making the right choices? Am I doing the right things? Am I going in the right direction with my life? Am I so desperate not to be alone that I am settling for something that isn't right for me? I want desperately for the answer to that question to be no, but really, tonight, I just dont know what the hell Im doing. I can't say that feels good.

You know, I've been really unhappy about the fact that I haven't felt like I have anything to say here lately, but this really isn't what I had in mind.