"the rollercoaster that God forgot to finish laying the track for"
FUCK how I love that right now. If I could rewind to say THANK YOU for GETTING me, I would. If I could rewind to be that person again, in that time again, I would. In a heartbeat. Life just keeps going though.
Sometimes I really do wish I could at least direct the god damned train car a little. At least. Seriously. We will all survive this, right? I can deal with pain and suffering, but we have to keep on breathing. I'm so scared she won't. And if she doesn't, I won't. Not because I'm being a whiny bitch. Because my love for her, for them, is bigger than life, is more.